a year comes to an end..

salam... i just feel sad tonite.. i don't know why.. sometimes, we do not realize what has happened  inside our heart that can change  totally different  in a minute... sometimes i try to make it clear.. what should i do to prevent from feeling  this way..what should i do.. im just an ordinary girl who still keep searching the way i should be.... the way to be a better one from the time being.. a year past by a year.. everything just a hope.. but we still could fulfill it...I don't know if I continue, even today, always liking myself. But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself. It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable. But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, 'well, if I'd known better I'd have done better,' that's all. So you say to people who you think you may have injured, 'I'm sorry,' and then you say to yourself, 'I'm sorry.' If we all hold on to the mistake, we can't see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror; we can't see what we're capable of being. we can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one's own self.  The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don't have that we never grow, we never learn,  we keep silence in the origin and afraid to move forward.... so in this coming new year .. we have to be sure on  what we suppose to do and suppose to be.. not only for ourself but for the people around us.. happy 2011.. may our fiuture dreams, come true.. insyaAllah~