salam... i just feel sad tonite.. i don't know why.. sometimes, we do not realize what has happened inside our heart that can change totally different in a minute... sometimes i try to make it clear.. what should i do to prevent from feeling this way..what should i do.. im just an ordinary girl who still keep searching the way i should be.... the way to be a better one from the time being.. a year past by a year.. everything just a hope.. but we still could fulfill it...I don't know if I continue, even today, always liking myself. But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself. It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable. But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, 'well, if I'd known better I'd have done better,' that's all. So you say to people who you think you may have injured, 'I'm sorry,' and then you say to yourself, 'I'm sorry.' If we all hold on to the mistake, we can't see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror; we can't see what we're capable of being. we can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one's own self. The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don't have that we never grow, we never learn, we keep silence in the origin and afraid to move forward.... so in this coming new year .. we have to be sure on what we suppose to do and suppose to be.. not only for ourself but for the people around us.. happy 2011.. may our fiuture dreams, come true.. insyaAllah~
quarter info bout me..
- kuala lumpur, gombak, Malaysia
- ~i need so much love from God,family.. shafix and also my true girlfriends... ~used to addict with pink color but now is moving towards colorful.. like them =)much! ~architect to be.. insyallah.. anak no 2 yg stubborn~ ~fun-loving petite size creature on earth that might be a good friend to u...=P
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
ble sebut shopping je... first thing in mind.. girls ...am i rite?? yeah... true.. but lately ni lelaki pun da kalahkan pompuan bershopping.. tercabar kan.. hehe adoiyai~
tp tksesuai la.. kalo pompuan, should be fine.. laki2 tkyah la bnyk2 sgt shopping.. sket2 suda la..kasi cann kt pompuan k.. hehe inikn hobby kitorg.. respect ye..hehe~
kalu yg cm '-' tu tu tkpela.. diorg mmg tercabar kalu tgk pompuan shopping..tkcye?? i ade pengalaman tau.. geng2 '-'(au2 laaa) tenung i semacam je... time tu dlm tren. nk telan org ke pe.. yela lebey sket dr diorng...pndg atas bwh kiri kanan nk tgk kite beli ape, ape kite pakai..ekele.. jeles ke bang?? ops sorry .. jeles ke kak oii??
tk melets la u ollls~ haha.. sorry to say.. i tk suke la ngn org2 cmni.. okay fine kalu nk pndg i beli brg pe, bnyk mne ke.. but the thing is.. why u sombong bongkak sgt nk letak brg2 u bebyk ats seat tren tu..mate jeling2~ tknk consider org len nk dudk.. ingt tren makcik kau ke 'kak'?? kau ingat kau cantek n hot sgt ke??hah amboi marah sungguh ni...adoi~~
but anyway.. todays entry just to share with u gurlz some picass.. hehe i mmg suke kuar jejalan.. shopping ape yg termampu... another best word..window shopping!! its kind of a therapy for me.. after having such a full class each day.. otak tepu2 dlm kelas yg sejuk gigil2 dgr lecture berjam2.. aduh duh.. pastu pe lagi.. dah kalu pompuan tu.. kuar jalan2 la.. release tension.. btul tk?? korng buat cni tk? TAK? jgn tipu.. KORANG PUN SAME JE.. haha
then i decided to kuar!!! yeaha.. hehe teman akrab yg sggup teman sy.. SHELLA...
Ni dah lme da... tk ingt ble tp.. sure lpas klass.. haha sempat lg tu... dlm beg tu berat2 buku nota, scale ruler sume.. haha kecoh je nk pegi jgk.
the middle one is anis.. a friend of shela.. just knowing her.. she's nice~
ni pun da lame dlu.. kt wangsa walk.. smpat lg even bw bazuka pnuh ngn drawing.. haha
haha kemetot je nmpk..
awsome.. big cutie chess! jom maen jom!
ni pulak ketika dlm tren.. otw to klcc~
posing kejap b4 pegi.. tgu bas.. ekele~
done.. ini pulak kt area tar.. sogo~
ade bnyk lg.. tp cukupla sekadar nk share2 ngn korang.. btw, nnt kalu nk g memene.. jgn lupe ajakk sy.. sy suke bjalan ni.. untuk isi mase terluang disamping releasekn tension... cewwah!
p/s; sy rindukan 'dia'.. da lme tkjmpe.. n sush nk jmpa.. yela masing2 jauh.. tkpe sy ttp tgu.. n untuk itu... sy kuar dgn girlfren sy.. okay kan syg.. hehe
xoxo i know u love me~
Sunday, December 26, 2010
-cant sleep as usual..
-having so much work to do...
-remember him, family, and friends rite now especially acik, janah...
-missing school times...
so,i bought something for u all.....
akibat bosan tak dpt tido...
ini saja untuk kali ini...
selamat menyambut tahun baru!